A Girlfriend that doesn't Exist

What is my worth?

We decided to attend the 1st Simbang Gabi here in Baliwag. 

I was freaking excited to be with him because its our first time together going to church at the same time showing to the people though its 4:00 am in the morning.

Upon reaching the church I noticed someone, his ex-girlfriend together with her daughter.  My mind boost up not to approach and be with MJ that time so I separate myself to him, same goes with MJ.

My heart pumped too much and can't breathe that time.  I know there was an eye looking for MJ or with us.

MJ reached me out telling that we go together in other part of the church just to avoid his ex-gf.  I didn't say anything.

My feelings that time was not good.  We decided to eat at Jollibee Junction but I saw his other side, he is not sweet to me.  I dunno but I felt he avoid people that might saw us together.

But still I didn't say anything.

While eating he said he separated with me because he doesn't want to acknowledge by his ex-gf that they got separated because he has another woman.

But still I didn't say anything...

I only felt that he cares for me when we are alone or eating alone without any people noticed us

But still I didn't say anything...

A kiss that I never forget

After that unexpected kiss, everything changed!

He visited me everyday.  I told him personally, chat, even text to stop going here and fixed everything with his girlfriend, but still he refused to acknowledge my word.  He still continue doing it. 

He even told me that everything was finished between his ex-girlfriend and I should stop thinking about them.

My mind told me not to accept him because its still fresh from breakup ....

But still he continued his visit.

I admit, I'm happy... my heart fluttered so much! 

He is 28 years old and loves to play basketball and online games.  Let's call him MJ.

We enjoy each others company, we like the same genre of movies.

After all this everyday talk, I finally acknowledge his love last December 14, knowing that MJ had no clear closure to his ex-gf.

I decided to love him without hesitation

Being in Love?

Being in love?

This is one of the best thing that happen for every person in this world....

Being in love is not easy as 1-2-3...  happy yet sad...

This was happening to me right now!  I'm in love with someone I don't know if he feels the same way.with me.

I met him previous back, actually with his girlfriend who is a teacher in a public school.  They are my clients, rendering my services in printing jobs (I owned a small computer shop).

Last November, I never imagined in my life that he will add me in Facebook, nevertheless I don't know why he added, maybe because we know each other as my former clients and he only lived 2 streets from my shop.

I accepted his friend request.  After few weeks, I saw him walking in the street and shouting my name, "Ate Mei", I nodded him and acknowledge his call.

After few days, I received a message from him.  He was depressed that time telling his feeling about his fight with his girlfriend.  I consoled him as a friend or my client without thinking of anything.  He asked my permission to visit me here in the shop... I told him not to do it because its in unappropriate to go here.

But he refuse my word and he still went here.. and he gave me a kiss .

That kiss changed everything!