A Girlfriend that doesn't Exist

What is my worth?

We decided to attend the 1st Simbang Gabi here in Baliwag. 

I was freaking excited to be with him because its our first time together going to church at the same time showing to the people though its 4:00 am in the morning.

Upon reaching the church I noticed someone, his ex-girlfriend together with her daughter.  My mind boost up not to approach and be with MJ that time so I separate myself to him, same goes with MJ.

My heart pumped too much and can't breathe that time.  I know there was an eye looking for MJ or with us.

MJ reached me out telling that we go together in other part of the church just to avoid his ex-gf.  I didn't say anything.

My feelings that time was not good.  We decided to eat at Jollibee Junction but I saw his other side, he is not sweet to me.  I dunno but I felt he avoid people that might saw us together.

But still I didn't say anything.

While eating he said he separated with me because he doesn't want to acknowledge by his ex-gf that they got separated because he has another woman.

But still I didn't say anything...

I only felt that he cares for me when we are alone or eating alone without any people noticed us

But still I didn't say anything...